Excruciating Pain: My Battle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a overcast Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden pain erupted behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid shocks, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon forming an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often begin with intense pain behind one eye that persists up to three hours.
About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches usually begin with abrupt, severe agony focused on one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, like several causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Still, the failure to plan life around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Historical medical texts suggest bizarre treatments for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a separate condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such advances, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack passed.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some people.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with acute therapy only. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a